My battle trenches are deep. Cancer dug them for me. I try to dig out. I try to fight the good fight but sometimes it gets dark within the trench walls. Jesus shines a light. I can choose joy or misery will choose me. I have to remind myself of that about 100 times a day. Inside these trenches is hopeless, despair and fear. It is just where Satan wants me. Afraid. Scared to try to have a life. Afraid to plan.
But God wants me to look up, out of my trench into the sun, even into the stars. He wants me to focus on the Light-always, not my circumstances. I say these words and I know I fall short of following them. He doesn't care-He still commands me to find joy.
God Bless you CeCe!
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