Ever feel like you have that need for escape? I have that right now. I get it from time to time. I pace. I grumble. I pace some more. Usually when I get like this I tell Joe I need to take off to the farm or something and I take a couple of days off. Usually once or twice a year. But since we are down to one vehicle and doing chemo that it is impossible, thus making me feel more trapped.
My good attitude kind of took a turn a couple of days ago. Something small set me back. I am trying to turn it around again but it has really gotten me in a funk again. I hate that we can not go on our vacation this year. We didn't schedule it for money reasons and I am so glad we didn't try to do it now with the cancer crap but it would be nice to stick my toes in white sand and feel that wind come off the water.
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