Appointment tomorrow

I am very anxiety ridden at this moment. Trying to stay off facebook, email, etc.  I have been prepping my parents for take over of the kids which in turn is totally freaking kid #2 out.  He said, "It MUST be bad if you are calling in reinforcements!"  I just explained that these two appointments happened to be ill planned (early in the morning) and that means someone else has to get them off to school.  He looked at me like he didn't buy it:)  I guess my main fear is to hear anything earth shattering tomorrow.  Anything off the charts that i didn't know.  Every time I get a call or news from the doctors it is more bad stuff so I am bracing myself and in doing that I am physically making myself sick to my stomach.  Like I want to hurl...now.  Just pray I hear no BAD news tomorrow and by golly maybe even some good news.  SOMETHING good would be nice.  I can't take much more negitive.  I am by nature a silver lining kind of gal.