I need prayers-plain and simple. Tuesday, I have a PET SCAN-they are looking for any random cancer that might be lurking somewhere other than where we know of. That is the first prayer request-that there is NONE. That it is contained.
Wednesday-I get the drain out. I am praying it isn't painful. Ok, I have just had enough of being in pain. Then I head over to Dr. Erin's office to get the results from the sentinal lymph node biopsy and the petscan....again the prayer is that the cancer is NOT anywhere else-no lymph nodes or anywhere. If it is-limited. But I am praying no where else. This lowers my "stage" and raises my % of survival significantly. I am usually not into odds and percents, being a writer but this time I am paying attention to the math.
After the big meeting the original plan is I start chemo that afternoon.....to me that sounds like a lot in 24 hours. I don't know about you-petscan, getting a drain removed, getting life altering results and then BAM start chemo....so yes, I will be on some heavy mood altering meds that day. If I see you and don't really know who you are-that is why. Joe is taking notes. Anyway-pray for me. PRAY HARD. I am scared to death. The closer Wed. comes the more it is closing in on me. I am calmer than last week. Calm is kind of scarier to me.
Thank you for all of your love and support. I am cherishing them.!
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